I bleed music from my eye-balls
walking through concert halls
puking vodka in bathroom stalls
I sing like the quickness of a razor blade
darker than a night in moonless shade
I'm so punk I'll never get paid
I have a battle to the death with clenched fists
I don't have tits to get on those guest lists
when it's all over i'm in the bathroom with slit wrists
remember it's down the stream not across the bridge
'it looks like you're bleeding' oh it's just a little scratch
do you think on your way out you could shut the latch
I'm just saving myself from all the failures I'll hatch
it's fine, drink your wine, avoid the sign, do this line,
do this, do that, do yourself a favor
enjoy...
life's too short for just one flavor.
Resting up tonight for our invasion of Oklahoma. Taking some digital pictures tonight. Hopefully have some of them up on either carls site or my bros.
Feeling the brain freeze
like a cock teese
downtown around the block sleaze
come around in the afternoon
if it's before 3 then you're too soon
I'll be snoozin to an ambient tune
walking on a sand dune
sunspot facial features
six legged skeeter creatures
I woke up in the bleachers
of my high school
on my shoulder drool
everyone staring at this fool
I saw my first show at Bogarts over the weekend. We saw Damien Rice and THe Frames. Damien blew my face of with his music. He started off slow and then set the house on fire. It was delicious.
i am a visitor here
i am not permanent
the only thing keeping me dry is
the wetness of dreams
just the term "life after death" is so laughable and ridiculous. I've already been dead. It was black and silent and boring. Life has a lot of colors and I want to see them all.
There are so many things I want to share with you.
DSL is LSD for your Laptop.
damn damn damn...
I'm worn out from adventure after adventure. Can't stop here this is bat country type shit. Sleep deprivation has kicked in and I realized about an hour ago that I had not eaten in like 30 hours. I'm trying to figure out where to start but I don't remember.
We saw John Kerry speak today and he had the normal Democratic election year topics to discuss, and for sure there was some Bush bashing going on. He did say that by 2020 he wants 20% of the nations energy use to come from alternative sources which I thought was very important. He said that during the Kennedy years america was able to win the moon race because the people were behind it. Reaching the goal of 20% of our energy not being oil should be easy compared to that. He seemed sincere and he said that he wants to help people be more involved in government so that our Democracy can actually live up to the name and the idea.
After the speach Graham and I skated and I landed my first wall-ride. It was sweet! We played around at the park and played some soccer.
I met Lauren's Godfather who is a music promoter. He's worked for several different record labels and got to hang out with acts like The Breeders, Radiohead, Luscious Jackson, John Lee Hooker, B.B. King, I can't even remember most of them. He had a whole wall of Platinum Records that had been given to him for his work. We hung out and I got to play this super amazing Gibson Les Paul that he found after a flood! He found this fucking guitar. He called Gibson to check the numbers on it to find out where it came from and they don't know. I told him about what Deric has been doing in Muncie and I told him to check out
Wooden Man Records which you should to!
Ineedashower
I'm cracked out with covers blocking the sun out
I've been here before but i ran for the door
hoping to get away from my mental perversion
grasping rasping I need a smoke
i bow my head as they take another toke
my skies are blue today and partly cloudy
Thank you for comments...
I went liquid this week-end. Anyone who has researched DXM (what am I the only one?) will have or will discover that there are several levels to the experience. 1 being a mild body buzz with slight perceptual changes to 5 being death. I was at a 3 saturday night and for about 2 hours I was gone to the people around me. The only way I can describe how I felt is, imagine that I am a sweater. You put me in a dryer which makes this really large round tone around me and then pull me out and I'm all warm and fuzzy. The liquid feeling was like being in the womb. All light and sound around me became ocean like.
I'm an alternate #6 which means that after the first week if more than 5 people go home than I'll get to go. We'll see.
I'm trying to bring some LJer's to the good side by luring them out of their holes. I refuse to post on LJ until more people read my site.
I broke the nose off my board today. Damnit! I'm going to the MSP to skate with Thomas and Micah should be there too. Maybe Thomas will have a less thrashed board than mine he can hook me up with. The three of us are going up to see Johnny Rad this week-end and I'm sooooo stoked. I havn't seen that kid in too long.
I'll know for sure this weekend if I'm going to California or not. Woo-Hoo!!!
